I am watching a documentary about the serial killer David Berkowitz, and want to so share a detail that caught my attention.  While police were searching for the killer it was theorized that the culprit was impotent, and was using a gun to derive the gratification he couldn't achieve sexually.  Or in other words, homicide is a sex act.  Author Norman Mailer said that it's never asexual.  Jeez, the 1970s were cool.

My moment of arousal came when a cop, during the time frame,  reported  that they think the killer is impotent,  and police stations got hundreds of useless leads from all over town.  Women were reporting their impotent husbands and boyfriends to the police.  

It's no good that Son of Sam did what he did.   And it's no good being reported to the authorities for sex problems.  I wish it was easier.

More Tough Tittie

I often feel like a big stupid ugly peckerhead when compelled to explain myself.  Why do it when it sucks so fucking bad?   Could more wheedling explanations be far behind?

It's a fucking compulsion, dammit.   As in OCD, the big  'D' for 'disorder.'  But you don't need that shit right now.  I keep trying to explain the difference between 'supporting' the president or anyone else, and 'explaining what is taking place.'    

I don't support Donald Trump, or any other politician.   I have been raising the point that Trump acts autocratically because Democrats and Trump's opposition in general act exclusively in opposition to what he does.   This renders it pointless to apply the so called 'democratic process.'   That wheezing ancient ailing concept requires fair consideration of actions proposed.  Since Dems oppose all objectives of Trump's, like it  or not, on a woolly defacto basis, the actions Trump takes are 'tough tittie' for anyone opposing what he does.   The bastard refuses to engage dialogue with hostile personage.

I've been saying from the git go, 2016 Dems could offer appeasement towards the Christian right.  That could ease a few hostilities and open a few positive coalitions among otherwise disparate interest groups.  Likewise, Dems should have gone with a pro-social, pro-coalition methodology.   No fucking with anyone.  Docile.  Open to partnership.  In spite of some differences.  It's the hard part of multiculturalism.  Pricks pretend this isn't a problem, when it's a chubby one.   Dems needed to go humanistic and negotiable.

Instead, like apes, they  lept aboard the cruise shit,... (notice it's 'shit' and not 'ship,' e.g. the television show The Love Shit)... Like the old television series but in antimatter form,  The Hate Boat.  The once gentle and humane progressive Dem party is The Hate Boat. 

I don't hate either party.   Ignore both.  Think independent of party affiliation, vote as you wish.  Its idiotic for Dem and GOP voters to be lousy stupid rude ignorant pricks to each other.  Be sweet.  Share the anejo.   Get laid.   Get fucked.   Dance, together to songs like Mony, Mony. Play golf together.    Have bi-partisan sex.  Misceginate. 

The Constitution of the United States guarantees every American citizen the right to tell dirty jokes.  Americans are allowed to buy pencils at the Westview Dollar Tree Store.   A notebook too, Jasper.  Everyone, fucking near about, even legal fucking aliens and stowaways not yet adjudicated, is allowed to compose limericks in said fucking paper notebook, like the one asshole peckerhead Mark David Chapman carried around, taking filthy notes to himself before the senseless murder of Beatle John Lennon.

Hardly anyone is allowed to make you shut your foul blithering trap.   Cops are an exception.  Whatever the Constitution does, it isn't too enabling  when a cop tells you to turn off the engine and get out of your SUV.  Everyone has the right to compose and recite haiku in the front seat of their car with their girl friend off to the side filming the incident that follows.   Poets are allowed to recite their sonnets during an arrest, while kevlar beasts pile on top  like a rugby team loaded for bear.   Madrigals can be performed during a strip search, for Godsakes.   Is it possible the cosmos is too weak to benefit from all of everyone's Constitutional freedoms?   Fuck no.

The worst barrier to free speech and to free thinking is the ordinary peer groups few people have the luxury of not knowing.    People, ordinary pieces of shit, shit all over each other, like chickens at a processing plant.  Everyone talks, no one communicates.  Chickens remain powerless.  In spite of being the liberal/progressive middle class.  

Fiction: Not my best. Tough Tittie. Enjoy.

 

Looks like a mostly white sunflower seed, with smiling bad teeth and flax dreadlocks.  Insulated work vest over his plaid flannel neo-grunge look..   Thanks for service.   Eternally.   Historically.  

The incels on another placement block belt whack off in their SUVs and make internet news reels with their dashcams.   School shooters.  Different roosters.  Whole other hens.  Diff pecking order.   There are new balls coming.   You can...   If you try.   

Man will be known as a civil rights personality for as long as the planet lasts.   He's a homely nerd.  A tepid at best future.  Worth more dead than alive.   

He's a trend.  Do it for yourself.   Die.  You are on the internet till doomsday.

Fiction: This is not my best creative writing, but I want you to love it.

 

What kind of pervert is he?   He'd jack off to a picture of iceberg lettuce.   

He doesn't stop when there's company.   He's a terrible person and unbelievable fertile.   He could repopulate the world with sociopaths like himself.   And he's well liked on the party circuit.   Who says drugs are a bad thing?

I miss the dude, had a heart defect and he coked his ass to death deliberately.   In trouble.  Not like going to jail, but his network was going down, and his way of life, jerking off and fucking more than normal, exponentially, was devastating.  He was quietly devastated.  Went out quietly, leaving his remains to the nurse who let him use her apartment in exchange for reliable abundant sex on demand. There were problems everyone was noticing, such as scarcities.  Also diseases were spreading like red wine on a gingham table cloth.  

Most important, he and I, not exactly but near enough, shared a gene or two.  For being very complex and anti-orthodox.   With large libido.   He lived fast and croaked at 35.    I changed speed too many times to count and don't have congenital heart disease.   How fucked.

Cognitive Twerking

 

It was an entertainer, Miley Cirus who invented, made famous, a dance move she called 'twerking.'  No need to describe it in words, it's on video hither/tither and is known like the Grand Canyon, or Yosemite Park.  She, last I researched twerking, had stopped doing it and moved forward in her career.  I have to credit the author, she, Ms. Cyrus when I use the word she coined, twerk.   I thought of the phrase 'cognitive twerking' today, and need to share it.  My mind twerks often.

It matters, I tell you, that the mind can do what Miley did on stage.  Every day.  And when dreaming.

To be a free thinking person, one must twerk in mind.

 I feel like a heel to bring it up, but maybe people are doing 'suicide by cop' in order to become posthumously famous.   I suspect the ICU nurse  went with open gun carry so to cause his own death and make himself a martyr to social justice.   Another secular equivalent to religious dogma.  But in this case, people want to be famous civil rights heros.   Far out.

I feel like a puke for bringing up a few things.  The media keeps reminding that the victim was an ICU nurse.  There are zillions of true crime shows about nurses who poisoned patients, killed husbands for insurance, stole all sorts of drugs for sale for all reasons, homicide and sex crimes among them.  Family killer Grant Amato was a nurse before being fired for stealing drugs and then killing his mom, dad and brother, in cold blood.  I mention this crap because Pretti is being painted as a saint.  He had a gun in plain site.  And was resisting arrest.   Nurses are respected, skilled professionals, with the same criminality common to white collar and blue collar criminals.  Speaking of, it's never legal to obstruct a police action.   Someone could get the impression that because the man was a nurse he used proper judgment, and was mitigated, in bringing a gun, open carry, to a protest in which people were obstructing a police action.   Please be aware that the social justice movement is a linguistic war, a war of semantics.  

His judgment sucked assholes!  Unless...

as I am conjecturing, he and Renee intended to die for the cause, and in turn, become, as a reward, a famous name in civil rights.    This may be a stupid load of conjecture on my part, but it's my theory, and I needs me to communicate.  Don't get angry.   Get open to free thinking people.